A single sock.

As I was, cleaning my closet. I came across an isolated sock tucked away in the corner between the shrivelled creases of my trousers. I pulled it out and wondered whether it’s mine or not. Don’t know, but this is the first thing I wonder in these circumstances. As soon as I reached to the…

A letter to my younger self.

Hey Buddy,                          It’s you only 10 years down the line. I know you are worried all the time that, how will everything unfold eventually. It’s okay to feel that way. Just stop beating yourself up for the most trivial of stuff, is all I want to say. The “things” which fences your consciousness right now,…

Evil desires

Sometimes I wish of dying,so much so,that I weigh down the various options I have,and choose,the one which will cause minimal discomfort and pain,and quickly releaves me of all these tumorous feelings. But you know,each time I pledge to do so,I retreat,maybe because I’m not brave enough to pull this off,maybe my reasons aren’t strong…

Swim away…

Looking for a meaning, I plod through my thought- clutter. I get hold of some pieces and try to make something meaningful out of it. But, But…. It looks different from what I actually saw. My thought canvas is marred by some abberant strokes, so much so, that I do not get transported to the…

I had a dream…

I had a dream, which was quixotic in all it’s aspects. It was the manifestation of my subconscious, as if holding onto my unfulfilled desires and through the keyhole of my imagination, projecting on my conscious grey matter. It was a bliss until my eyes fixated on something grisly which wasn’t supposed to be there,…

Reading Experience # 2

The Unsafe Asylum – Anirudh Kala It’s a story describing the impact of India-Pakistan partition on the psyche of common masses, driving some of them into madness or psychosis while others who were already susceptible to this menace succumbed in the worst possible way. The narrative takes the help of a fictional psychiatrist Dr Prakash…

It’s surreal for real-1

Love…. How do you define such a delicate and pure feeling ? Is this just an emotion or it’s a feeling that takes over conscience and manipulates you to do or behave, which you otherwise wouldn’t have done ever. I’m at Crossroads, unable to decipher the inexplicable threads of love which entangles among themselves, so…

Am I being man enough ?

Masculinity, toughness, resilience, rough look, hunk, dark ,tall,straight orientation, appropriate beard, your gait,curse words, josh a.k.a anger and a lot more to add to this list .It is not a exhaustive list. What have you figured out so far from the list mentioned above ? Do they all point to a common thing ?Yes, they…

A typical day in Quarantine

You wake up when the sun is at its peak , and the beacon of light filters through the curtain caressing your hair , making you aware that it is way past early morning hours . If you are living with your family , you might be fortunate enough to receive the bombardment of taunts…